Do you ever feel like someone doesn’t want to be friends with you anymore? They don’t have to say anything, you just know. They talk to other people more than you, take hours to reply to your texts instead of minutes, constantly make plans with other people and hardly ask you to hang out. All along you know it isn’t gonna end well but you still have that sliver of hope. And that one day, they ignore you completely. And you know, you finally have to accept, you were right.
I LOVE CATCHING PEOPLE SMILING AT THEIR PHONES BECAUSE IS IT A CUTE TEXT?? IS IT PORN???? WHO KNOWS BUT I’M GLAD YOU’RE HAPPY FRIEND
So here I am, with an opened coke going through old MySpace pages and yearbooks from middle school. Looking at my old promises, happiness, and friends I guess. Nostalgic, Wondering how I got here. I will never understand how I was once so committed to keeping these people in my life, but in an instant all of it is in the past. The past. The past. The past. That’s so hard to take in… But no one is looking for sympathy right? …. Man.